Well sorry was quite tired yesterday so did not upload the photos. But here are the photos. Enjoy!!! Had great fun last night, hope to meet up soon haha. Oh btw click on the photo with 11 heads one to enlarge it haha.
Summary of 2 weeks in NS
Well for those who have not been in there here is what i usually do:
wake up at 515 then do all the stuffs you usually do in the morning
then move on to some exercise
then to breakfast
then more exercise
and more of the exercise
then lunch
and much more exercise (cuz I am in PTP)
and a dinner
ends the day with RO and then given free time to do our stuffs
so for those who wants to hear my voice call me at around 830 to 930 pm
sms can all day cuz I can reply them at night mah
then yah that's about it lah
army life was quite tough for me the first few days cuz I am not usually the camp type of person so the first few days was quite a torture to me. I had thoughts about getting a medical leave at times but I managed to stay away from that for the whole 2 weeks. Good triumph over evil whahaha. But I am now damn dark cuz inside there is no time for me to apply sun block and I rather feel wet than oily so I forgo it. I think I am now ok with it already. I uses 3 checkpoints for myself now. Breakfast lunch and dinner. Survive these 3 and a day is gone.
Quite miss all my family and friends. Also I seem to be out of touch from the rest of the world for the past few days. Words seems so distant to me now and I find its application quite difficult now. Though it was tough inside, I realise that time is really very precious. I had not treasure so many things in life and had took them for granted. Inside is a whole new world for me. Every minute of rest counts, and even more so when changing time always seems to go against you.
OCPT is probably the thing I will take away for the rest of my life. It was damn tough 10 push up of each style, a total of 5, that means 50 and we usually do 3 sets of it. I cannot do it and had been close friends with the hard court for like this past week. I really hope to be able to do 5 consecutive sets by the time I POP.
Well enough of my nagging here is the summary of my 2 weeks PTP hope you all had enjoy it. If you want to hear about the ghostly encounters inside I will tell you all about that when we get to meet haha. So nights for now.
wake up at 515 then do all the stuffs you usually do in the morning
then move on to some exercise
then to breakfast
then more exercise
and more of the exercise
then lunch
and much more exercise (cuz I am in PTP)
and a dinner
ends the day with RO and then given free time to do our stuffs
so for those who wants to hear my voice call me at around 830 to 930 pm
sms can all day cuz I can reply them at night mah
then yah that's about it lah
army life was quite tough for me the first few days cuz I am not usually the camp type of person so the first few days was quite a torture to me. I had thoughts about getting a medical leave at times but I managed to stay away from that for the whole 2 weeks. Good triumph over evil whahaha. But I am now damn dark cuz inside there is no time for me to apply sun block and I rather feel wet than oily so I forgo it. I think I am now ok with it already. I uses 3 checkpoints for myself now. Breakfast lunch and dinner. Survive these 3 and a day is gone.
Quite miss all my family and friends. Also I seem to be out of touch from the rest of the world for the past few days. Words seems so distant to me now and I find its application quite difficult now. Though it was tough inside, I realise that time is really very precious. I had not treasure so many things in life and had took them for granted. Inside is a whole new world for me. Every minute of rest counts, and even more so when changing time always seems to go against you.
OCPT is probably the thing I will take away for the rest of my life. It was damn tough 10 push up of each style, a total of 5, that means 50 and we usually do 3 sets of it. I cannot do it and had been close friends with the hard court for like this past week. I really hope to be able to do 5 consecutive sets by the time I POP.
Well enough of my nagging here is the summary of my 2 weeks PTP hope you all had enjoy it. If you want to hear about the ghostly encounters inside I will tell you all about that when we get to meet haha. So nights for now.
Sry Sry
Really sry got tons of things to settle before I go into the army and it seems that I had completed only a few of them. Sorry for not being able to upload the photos.
I will like to thank all who had made these 7 days after a levels so exciting, Sentosa, class gatherings, kbox, badminton, and all the food. Though I will not be around for the coming 2 weeks, hope you all will have fun and sms me at night to invite me for anything. Oh btw, I am bald now so pls if asking me to go out, pls find some less crowded place. (Got an image to maintain) I will be available for chat mostly at night i think so if you think you need any counseling, or just a listening ear feel free to sms me. I will make sure I call you back asap provided I am not too tired.
So sad that I will be leaving all my friends and family for 2 whole weeks, but kind of excited about a new environment for me. I think it is better this way as I do not have to worry about my results in the meantime. Takes the load out of my mind for awhile.
Hope that I will slim down when I come out, and be able to get a girlfriend. Feeling so sad that 19 years past and never had been in a relationship. But maybe this is better as no one will be waiting anxiously for me, which will make me very sad. Haha.
Enough of my blabbing about NS. I wish all a early Merry Christmas. Hope that all will find your true love by then and have someone to be with for the Christmas Eve. For me I will be with my KFC bucket and some pizza from Pizza Hut, and some Ben and Jerry ice-cream.
So from here on for 2 weeks there will be no new posts on this blog. Sorry for those who check this blog daily, you will have to change it to monthly liao haha. But I planning to draw some cartoon about my life in army, so remember to stay tune. See you all 2 weeks later. Bye all and nightz...zZZZZ
I will like to thank all who had made these 7 days after a levels so exciting, Sentosa, class gatherings, kbox, badminton, and all the food. Though I will not be around for the coming 2 weeks, hope you all will have fun and sms me at night to invite me for anything. Oh btw, I am bald now so pls if asking me to go out, pls find some less crowded place. (Got an image to maintain) I will be available for chat mostly at night i think so if you think you need any counseling, or just a listening ear feel free to sms me. I will make sure I call you back asap provided I am not too tired.
So sad that I will be leaving all my friends and family for 2 whole weeks, but kind of excited about a new environment for me. I think it is better this way as I do not have to worry about my results in the meantime. Takes the load out of my mind for awhile.
Hope that I will slim down when I come out, and be able to get a girlfriend. Feeling so sad that 19 years past and never had been in a relationship. But maybe this is better as no one will be waiting anxiously for me, which will make me very sad. Haha.
Enough of my blabbing about NS. I wish all a early Merry Christmas. Hope that all will find your true love by then and have someone to be with for the Christmas Eve. For me I will be with my KFC bucket and some pizza from Pizza Hut, and some Ben and Jerry ice-cream.
So from here on for 2 weeks there will be no new posts on this blog. Sorry for those who check this blog daily, you will have to change it to monthly liao haha. But I planning to draw some cartoon about my life in army, so remember to stay tune. See you all 2 weeks later. Bye all and nightz...zZZZZ
Afternoon
Was looking out the window one afternoon, and I saw this beautiful blue colour sky. Decided to take a quick snap of it and here it is. Oh btw, that is my secondary school (cannot really see it cuz don know why the contrast intensified when i upload to photobucket, you can see it if you enlarge it) in the foreground. Now you all know how near I live to it.
Mixed feelings when I saw this pic as it contains my secondary school. Fun, joy, and laughter now all is left of it is an empty shell. Those were the good old days.
Not many days left before I have to leave for NS, thus this scenery will be what I will be missing for 2 whole weeks. Kind of miss home already. Haha. Hope I will be able to survive inside and make lots of good friends. Oh yah special thanks to everyone for pushing forward their plans to accommodate me and organize so many activities for me. I am booked till 8th and left with 9th and 10th only haha. I really appreciate your support and will jiayou inside one haha. Oh for girls if I happen to know any hunks I will try to introduce to you all, but you all have to help me find a girlfriend haha.
Dream
Had a dream last night of my primary school friends. We were having so much fun that I wish that I didn't had to wake up. We were so happy around one another, with jokes, games, and even some sharing moments (can't really remember what it is though). I think we all had a childhood that we long to go back to. The truthfulness, the care for each other, and the live for the day attitude. I do not know when mine started to erode away, but I know that I cannot go back to that kind of days even if I want to.
But to me these are what I had chose to remember of my childhood.
I still remember that I was a jerk during my primary school days, the arrogant attitude (I ran the 1.2 km backwards), the cockiness, the jerk that did not care for others (laugh about others being fat), but others had been there for me (thank you all ). That is why I had changed in these few years. Many may not believe me, but if I were to meet my past, I would probably bash him up and tell him to wake up. Haha I used to think I know everything but the truth is always the opposite. Though I was getting what I want back then but if given a choice, I would choose to be who I am now. I may not be smart now, I may not be cool. I may not be the guy who knows all but am now myself before you.
Looking back I seem to have hurt many along the way but never apologized to them. I hope that if they ever have the chance to chance upon this, they will forgive the ignorant guy from then.
That is all I had to say for tonight.
Btw I am playing cafe world and farm ville on FB. Add me and send me gifts leh. Won't take up much time one cuz you need to wait for your food and crops to cook and grow respectively. Oh yah wish all luck for the rest of the A levels. Nightz.
But to me these are what I had chose to remember of my childhood.
I still remember that I was a jerk during my primary school days, the arrogant attitude (I ran the 1.2 km backwards), the cockiness, the jerk that did not care for others (laugh about others being fat), but others had been there for me (thank you all ). That is why I had changed in these few years. Many may not believe me, but if I were to meet my past, I would probably bash him up and tell him to wake up. Haha I used to think I know everything but the truth is always the opposite. Though I was getting what I want back then but if given a choice, I would choose to be who I am now. I may not be smart now, I may not be cool. I may not be the guy who knows all but am now myself before you.
Looking back I seem to have hurt many along the way but never apologized to them. I hope that if they ever have the chance to chance upon this, they will forgive the ignorant guy from then.
That is all I had to say for tonight.
Btw I am playing cafe world and farm ville on FB. Add me and send me gifts leh. Won't take up much time one cuz you need to wait for your food and crops to cook and grow respectively. Oh yah wish all luck for the rest of the A levels. Nightz.
JJ's Special Cheese Pork Chop
it is really easy to make but as it is my secret recipe I will not tell you all haha. But here is a picture of it and to tell you the truth, it taste so good it is finger licking good. Like KFC!!!
Shocking Discovery
Well, I was looking at a men's magazine and was shock by one of the articles. It says that if a girl wants to fight to pay the bill or fight to pay for her share, it is actually fake. They just want to put up some small resistance but in reality they do not wish to do so. That reminds me of the bus girl that I had talked about, I should have paid for the taxi ride instead of letting her share. Maybe then I will have a chance bah. Too bad there is no more second chances. Hope that I will not make the same mistake next time. Haha.
I explain again
Why you guys cannot understand my design??? See the blue bar on top??? Press Jokes for jokes, press Share for my notes and other stuffs, and don't touch the last 2 buttons. Like that understand??? Thought you all were smart, guess I was wrong.
Oh btw I will be creating more sections one of which will be my recommendations for websites, the other maybe where to eat will be nice, and maybe I should start a love column too (but lack experience hmmmm.......). Oh yah and maybe a design page for my designs.
Oh btw I will be creating more sections one of which will be my recommendations for websites, the other maybe where to eat will be nice, and maybe I should start a love column too (but lack experience hmmmm.......). Oh yah and maybe a design page for my designs.
A New Page on this Blog
Well I guess it is quite cram to put all my feelings and jokes together so I decided to make a separate page to facilitate my jokes. To go to there just click on the JOKES button above. Enjoy.
Facebook Reality
We seem to be using facebook every now and then and what if it becomes a real life event? Will you like it? Well here is a video that explores the possibility.
Reflection of the day
A level is just about the corner, a few more days to it only. When the month of examination is over, friends will once again go our separate ways. Though I had hope that our friendships do not end here, the truth is many a times after graduation, our feelings will just fade and become hi bye friends. This may sound a bit pessimistic but looking back on my years of education, I now had less than 10 close friends that we usually hang out. Haha I still remembered most of the funny moments that I had shared with my friends but now when I see most of these friends, I had become a stranger to them and them to me. Maybe this is life, I do not know because I had only gone through less than a quarter of it (if i live to a hundred). But I really wish that all our friendships will never end. Haha maybe it is too much but the process of losing one and gaining another had left me feeling so unbearable. Haha but now is not the time to be sad cuz one of my greatest battle is coming. Wish all my friends good luck for their a levels. And hope that we can all get the results that we want. Nightz.
JOKE
Saw this on one of the blogs that I go to, thought it is quite ingenious and decide to share it. Here is it below:
A Chinese man walks into a bank in New York City and asks for the loan officer. He tells the loan officer that he is going to China on business for two weeks and needs to borrow $5,000.
The bank officer tells him that the bank will need some form of security for the loan, so the Chinese man hands over the keys to a new Ferrari parked on the street in front of the bank. He produces the title and everything checks out.
The Loan officer agrees to accept the car as collateral for the loan. The bank's president and its officers all enjoy a good laugh at the Chinese for using a $250,000 Ferrari as collateral against a $5,000 loan.
An employee of the bank then drives the Ferrari into the bank's underground garage and parks it there.
Two weeks later, the Chinese returns, repays the $5,000 and the interest, which comes to $15.41.
The loan officer says, 'Sir, we are very happy to have had your business, and this transaction has worked out very nicely, but we are a little puzzled. While you were away, we checked you out and found that you are a multi-millionaire. What puzzles us is why you would bother to borrow $5,000? The Chinese replies: 'Where else in New York City can I park my car for two weeks for only $15.41 and expect it to be there safely when I return.'
A Chinese man walks into a bank in New York City and asks for the loan officer. He tells the loan officer that he is going to China on business for two weeks and needs to borrow $5,000.
The bank officer tells him that the bank will need some form of security for the loan, so the Chinese man hands over the keys to a new Ferrari parked on the street in front of the bank. He produces the title and everything checks out.
The Loan officer agrees to accept the car as collateral for the loan. The bank's president and its officers all enjoy a good laugh at the Chinese for using a $250,000 Ferrari as collateral against a $5,000 loan.
An employee of the bank then drives the Ferrari into the bank's underground garage and parks it there.
Two weeks later, the Chinese returns, repays the $5,000 and the interest, which comes to $15.41.
The loan officer says, 'Sir, we are very happy to have had your business, and this transaction has worked out very nicely, but we are a little puzzled. While you were away, we checked you out and found that you are a multi-millionaire. What puzzles us is why you would bother to borrow $5,000? The Chinese replies: 'Where else in New York City can I park my car for two weeks for only $15.41 and expect it to be there safely when I return.'
Animes that I had liked
I am a big fan of cartoon, and a bigger fan for manga and anime. Till date had seen close to 50 animes liao. Though I seem to like korean drama more. (close to 100) But that is not the main point. I saw on one of the manga website a poster of one of my favourite anime of all time and decide to share my recommendations for animes. I am more into graphics and storyline, but less a fan of romantic stories cuz they don't happen and I am not cute so the storyline will never happen to me, but again that is not the main point. Well below are posters of my recommendations.
Scrapped Princess, an anime that I loved due to its stunning graphics.
Utawarerumono, a ancient + sci fi + mystic story. Quite nice the drawing skills.
And of course, Toradora! Cute comedy and a bit sexy...haha not hentai...
Full Metal Panic! An anime that I find cool, sexy, and funny....
Of course I had seen other animes like Bleach, Naruto, Gundam series, Love Hina, Full metal Alchemist, One Piece, and so on, but the above animes are not the main stream ones and I find them so nice, cute, funny, and even sexy. Haha if you have not seen them, what are you waiting for???
Inner Conflict
I was trying to clear up some space today as my room is in a big mess. I kind of like to have a clean and tidy room but am not the type who really put in effort to maintaining it. I only do so when I really cannot stand myself living in my room. But that is not the main point.
I found my old report books underneath the junks and as I flipped through it I found a certain pattern in them. When I was in primary school, teachers always put an excellent in conduct and write things like show brilliance in studies. Then as I moved on to secondary, the conduct remains the same but the comment on my studies becomes need concentration. And checking the junior college comments, lacking concentration seems to be my biggest problem now.
I tried to concentrate and I know these advices as I often gives them to others, but it is just that some point in time there is just too much for me to handle. I used to sit for 3 to 4 hours just doing math and nothing else. Now, even an hour at it nearly drives me nuts. Maybe this is one of the after effects of technology. i am now having shorter attention span and I kind of wish I do not. Ah so little time left liao. Brain please let me concentrate.................ahahahaha.......................
I found my old report books underneath the junks and as I flipped through it I found a certain pattern in them. When I was in primary school, teachers always put an excellent in conduct and write things like show brilliance in studies. Then as I moved on to secondary, the conduct remains the same but the comment on my studies becomes need concentration. And checking the junior college comments, lacking concentration seems to be my biggest problem now.
I tried to concentrate and I know these advices as I often gives them to others, but it is just that some point in time there is just too much for me to handle. I used to sit for 3 to 4 hours just doing math and nothing else. Now, even an hour at it nearly drives me nuts. Maybe this is one of the after effects of technology. i am now having shorter attention span and I kind of wish I do not. Ah so little time left liao. Brain please let me concentrate.................ahahahaha.......................
I am getting dumb!!!
Suddenly got a feeling that I am getting dumb. Today I was doing some math questions that I did like a year ago and found out that I cannot solve them. I did them with ease last year and cannot do them this year? Am I getting dumb or what. Then I went to do some economic questions. I seem to forget a few of the topics that I had studied last month and am struggling now with them. Seems like either I am now too stress over the a level or I am just getting dumb.
But I found a interesting fact about myself. When talking to stranger I tend to have a nicer voice then I do with my friends. Kind of weird to me. Haha
But I found a interesting fact about myself. When talking to stranger I tend to have a nicer voice then I do with my friends. Kind of weird to me. Haha
Flash Mob
Saw this on facebook and found it to be so cool. Wonder where to find information on this flash mob. Though I heard of it overseas for a few years now but it is the first time I had seen it happen in Singapore. Haha, quite fun I think. I really hope to join haha. Maybe after NS bah or during the weekends.
Lao Zha Bo
Well I thought the just follow the law was just joking about the old lady. In fact it turned out to be real. So shocking go see lao zha bo now.
Cadbury behind the scene
Most of you should have seen the cadbury commercial of the kids moving to the music with their eyebrows. Have you wondered how it is made? Well, maybe this video will give you a hint. That's right, electricity.
PS: All of the above is actually fake haha. No electricity was used in the actually shooting, or so as they say.
Bloody Monday Season 2!!!
I had been waiting for the release of it since it ended at the end of September. It is such a nice story with twists and turns in every chapter. The only weird thing is that the kidnappers always target falcon's sister but never kill her even when she is of no use. But that is not the main point. In this new season, falcon seems to be reluctant to use his abilities for fear of bringing further harm to those around him. And guess what, falcon's dad turns out to be a terrorist. How dramatic is that?
All of you should go read it, it is a very nice manga and will get you addicted to it.
Shocking Discovery!!!
You all know that I liked to watch comedies and today while checking out a new movie titled "I love you Beth Cooper", I had a shocking discovery. Remember the movie titled "Remember the Titans" that the school showed to us during assembly, well, the sporty girl, daughter of Coast Yoast, that is very boyish, turned out to be Hayden Panettiere. The girl from Heroes. Wow I must say she is quite hot and good looking, and I would have never imagine it if not for the new movie. I have not seen the movie yet but I read that it is quite funny. It is about a valedictorian whose life totally change after his valedictorian speech in which he confesses to Beth Cooper. Not sure when it is screening though.
Toilet will have a new look
Haha went to make a new pair of spectacles yesterday cuz I heard that metal ones are easily spoiled inside so i went to make a cheap plastic one. They told me it was specially made for the army but when I put it on it seems to me I had became another nerd or geek. Next year I die die won't come out liao, looked too weird. I tried to photoshop myself looking bald and it did not paint a good picture (even though I used justin timberlake's head). So I think I will wear a hat when I am out of the camp no matter what event. Haha. That will be the new look of toilet next year, geek and wear a hat.
Is my strategy wrong?
I chanced upon an article tonight and is very intrigue by it. It talked about how many guys have a strategy of wooing a girl that is wrong and why is it so. Surprisingly, it applies to me. I had always adopt a friend first, then lovers approach, but to the end, I found that after crossing the line to friend, I am scared to make the next move as I began to fear the lost of a friend. Haha. The article went on to talk about how guys should just ignore the traditional strategy and just do it and talk to her about our feelings. Though it seems to be the right advice, I do not really have the courage to try. Maybe I should adopt a different strategy next time, a more direct approach haha. That way I will eliminate the friend barrier. Haha it is just like economics, opportunity cost.
My Worst Nightmare
Ladies and Gentlemen who visit this blog, I have a sad news to tell you all.
With effect from 11 DEC 2009 I will not be updating this blog so regularly as I am enlisted into the National Service on that day for my 8 week PTP. Guess what I end my A levels on the 4th and enlist on the 11th. Is this a sick joke or what. Worse, this is the first batch of PTP of 8 weeks which in the past was 4 weeks. Why me???
Though this is the free slimming center that I had wanted to enter to slim down and look fit, I had pictured it to be at least January before it arrived. Why now?
Why? Why? Why?
If you guys want to meet up better hurry. Cuz I may not have the energy to go have fun with you all. Time slots are running out fast so book now. Your support is kindly appreciated.
I have such low spirits now....emo (drawing circles on the ground)....
With effect from 11 DEC 2009 I will not be updating this blog so regularly as I am enlisted into the National Service on that day for my 8 week PTP. Guess what I end my A levels on the 4th and enlist on the 11th. Is this a sick joke or what. Worse, this is the first batch of PTP of 8 weeks which in the past was 4 weeks. Why me???
Though this is the free slimming center that I had wanted to enter to slim down and look fit, I had pictured it to be at least January before it arrived. Why now?
Why? Why? Why?
If you guys want to meet up better hurry. Cuz I may not have the energy to go have fun with you all. Time slots are running out fast so book now. Your support is kindly appreciated.
I have such low spirits now....emo (drawing circles on the ground)....
2 Awkward Situations
First Awkward Case:
While traveling on bus 13 to my tuition center, I came across a girl sitting right in front of me wearing a pair of shorts that is so short it only covered 1/3 of her thigh. I can clearly see her legs from my position and that she was sitting in a rather revealing position. I had to keep my head in a certain direction away from her throughout the ride and my neck felt really painful after that. Worse of all, in the direction that I turned to, a uncle was looking straight at her. I felt guilty that I did not tell the uncle off and that I did not warn the girl about it. So what should I do in such situation? Tell the uncle off? Take something to cover the girl? Or just sit and enjoy the view as the girl is not bad looking? I don't know. It seems to me that I may turn out to be a busybody after all haha. But to my female friends, please wear a longer short, otherwise you will cause others like me to be in a awkward situation.
Second Awkward Case:
Was traveling home from tuition on bus 13, decided to stand throughout it as there was no empty stretch of seats. A group of students crowded around me with their teacher and started to talk. One asked about when the report book will be returned and the teacher replied 30th. A girl then asked 30th, I thought is 30? I nearly fainted from laughing, finally someone with a English standard lousier than me. But I kept my cool by pinching myself. She then move on to make some other English mistakes that is so funny that I had to get off at the next stop just to keep my cool. I felt quite guilty of laughing at her as I frequently make some mistakes myself. But in that situation I cannot control myself.
So these are the 2 very awkward situations I faced today. Made me felt so guilty yet so funny for the later case.
While traveling on bus 13 to my tuition center, I came across a girl sitting right in front of me wearing a pair of shorts that is so short it only covered 1/3 of her thigh. I can clearly see her legs from my position and that she was sitting in a rather revealing position. I had to keep my head in a certain direction away from her throughout the ride and my neck felt really painful after that. Worse of all, in the direction that I turned to, a uncle was looking straight at her. I felt guilty that I did not tell the uncle off and that I did not warn the girl about it. So what should I do in such situation? Tell the uncle off? Take something to cover the girl? Or just sit and enjoy the view as the girl is not bad looking? I don't know. It seems to me that I may turn out to be a busybody after all haha. But to my female friends, please wear a longer short, otherwise you will cause others like me to be in a awkward situation.
Second Awkward Case:
Was traveling home from tuition on bus 13, decided to stand throughout it as there was no empty stretch of seats. A group of students crowded around me with their teacher and started to talk. One asked about when the report book will be returned and the teacher replied 30th. A girl then asked 30th, I thought is 30? I nearly fainted from laughing, finally someone with a English standard lousier than me. But I kept my cool by pinching myself. She then move on to make some other English mistakes that is so funny that I had to get off at the next stop just to keep my cool. I felt quite guilty of laughing at her as I frequently make some mistakes myself. But in that situation I cannot control myself.
So these are the 2 very awkward situations I faced today. Made me felt so guilty yet so funny for the later case.
Found this cool pic that I took
Well was looking in my phone for a wallpaper today and found this cool pic that I took at Sentosa. Quite nice I must say using a phone.
Never Had a Dream Come True
I had never really gave much attention to the lyrics of the songs that I heard, but today when I heard this song, I found that it actually truly represents my feeling at this point of time. It resonated with my feelings and created a harmonious feeling in my heart. Haha. It just felt right to listen to it. Here are the lyrics, and hope that you will like it.
Ooh...
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
Chorus
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no
Chorus
A part of me will always be with you...
Must ask others if don know!!!
Just watched a funny video...teach us a moral...if we do not know, must go ask...
Breakfast Calmness
Woke up today and found myself to be in a really good mood. Nice weather, nice atmosphere, and there is this calmness in the air. It really makes me want to break into a song. Haha. Hope today will be a good day for me and all my friends. Here is my breakfast for the day:
What a nice feeling in the morning. So calm....
Where do I go from here?
Today, a conversation with Claron made me realised that actually I had lost my sense of direction in life. I actually am not sure where I want to go to, what course to study, and why do I study.
Maybe its fear for my future. Though I like to design things, I fear the prospect of being unemployed. What if my choice turns out to be not what I had wanted? What if I found out that what I really want is not design but something else? All of this what ifs seems to be leading me to nowhere.
I am usually a optimistic person, those who know me will know. I do not cry or get upset but I somehow have the characteristic of Pisces, that of being lost. I hate this feeling that I am in nowhere.
Maybe fate has something for me. Maybe design is the way. Haha. I am not too sure yet. But after pondering for the whole afternoon, I seem to be able to see a direction. Maybe it is me who is the deciding factor of my success, the job haha, is just a complement to my life.
Maybe I will be a freelance designer, maybe I will be a entrepreneur, and maybe I will be selling my designs. Haha. I do not know. But design here I come.
Maybe its fear for my future. Though I like to design things, I fear the prospect of being unemployed. What if my choice turns out to be not what I had wanted? What if I found out that what I really want is not design but something else? All of this what ifs seems to be leading me to nowhere.
I am usually a optimistic person, those who know me will know. I do not cry or get upset but I somehow have the characteristic of Pisces, that of being lost. I hate this feeling that I am in nowhere.
Maybe fate has something for me. Maybe design is the way. Haha. I am not too sure yet. But after pondering for the whole afternoon, I seem to be able to see a direction. Maybe it is me who is the deciding factor of my success, the job haha, is just a complement to my life.
Maybe I will be a freelance designer, maybe I will be a entrepreneur, and maybe I will be selling my designs. Haha. I do not know. But design here I come.
So Sad Today...
Today, as usual, I was on my way home from school. I turned around to find her standing across the street. She is ever so beautiful to me, and my chest starts to pull. (not heart attack) My mind is filled with questions for her, "How have you been?", "Which university you chose?", "Do you have a boyfriend?", and "How about me?". These questions started to fill and I found it hard to catch my breath.
Maybe I will be like the story below and found out in the end that she loves me as much, and live the rest of my life in regret.
Maybe I don't even have the chance to do so, as she do not even know my name. We are just people on the same bus.
But I still remember that morning. A morning where she touched me. (no, not molest) It was the same as usual, I overslept and was 20 minutes away to being late. It was to be my fourth and I frantically started to look for a cab. Guess what, none came. I just waited, waited, and waited for an empty cab. Each cab passes by with no sign of being empty, but then, one special one went passed me, stopped, and horn for me. I went into the cab and she was in it. This is a girl that I gaze at every morning on bus 64, and woke up specially just to be on time to meet her. Now same cab, this is wilder than my dreams. Haha, but I am usually damn stiff around those I liked, I pretended to be interested in my textbook, but I felt so happy. The only thing I said to her was my mum gavve me some money to pay for the trip how about letting me pay. In my mind i was like "my mum gave me, hello mummy's boy". But she declined and offer to split. And guess what dumb thing I did, i said OK. Then, every morning I still take the same bus but we both smile at each other and it felt like the whole world had stopped. But I found that I was going to retain that year, haha, and I started to ignore her. And guess what, we are both strangers now.
Maybe I should had been more active.
Maybe I should have tried.
Maybe if I am not so stupid,
Maybe then she'll be mine.
Haha. All the maybe but never tried. All the sadness that are only mine.
Just hope I will see her again.
Maybe I will be like the story below and found out in the end that she loves me as much, and live the rest of my life in regret.
Maybe I don't even have the chance to do so, as she do not even know my name. We are just people on the same bus.
But I still remember that morning. A morning where she touched me. (no, not molest) It was the same as usual, I overslept and was 20 minutes away to being late. It was to be my fourth and I frantically started to look for a cab. Guess what, none came. I just waited, waited, and waited for an empty cab. Each cab passes by with no sign of being empty, but then, one special one went passed me, stopped, and horn for me. I went into the cab and she was in it. This is a girl that I gaze at every morning on bus 64, and woke up specially just to be on time to meet her. Now same cab, this is wilder than my dreams. Haha, but I am usually damn stiff around those I liked, I pretended to be interested in my textbook, but I felt so happy. The only thing I said to her was my mum gavve me some money to pay for the trip how about letting me pay. In my mind i was like "my mum gave me, hello mummy's boy". But she declined and offer to split. And guess what dumb thing I did, i said OK. Then, every morning I still take the same bus but we both smile at each other and it felt like the whole world had stopped. But I found that I was going to retain that year, haha, and I started to ignore her. And guess what, we are both strangers now.
Maybe I should had been more active.
Maybe I should have tried.
Maybe if I am not so stupid,
Maybe then she'll be mine.
Haha. All the maybe but never tried. All the sadness that are only mine.
Just hope I will see her again.
A story that relates to me...
I was clearing my email these days as one of the ways to clear up my mind for the exam and found this story which touches me so much as I found myself to be in the same situation so many a time. Haha. But I still do not have the courage to say anything. Haha...
So the story goes:
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
PS: After reading this I have only one phrase to say, go for it.
So the story goes:
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
PS: After reading this I have only one phrase to say, go for it.
Chia Keng going to Vietnam!!!
Ok, my friend chia keng decided to go to Vietnam for his internship which I think is quite cool cos not a lot of people go there to study. Best of all he gets to go oversea to study haha. I also hope to be able to do so haha. Maybe go to Japan, cos there got manga, games, anime, cute girls, and the artistic culture over there is something I find very attractive for me haha. (kind of like an otaku myself haha) So coming back, we had a dinner with him the day before and went to the airport to send him off the next morning. The funniest thing happened when he queued at the wrong space haha. You all should had seen his expression then haha. Here are the pictures from that day haha. Hope you all like it haha.
PS: Btw that day Claron gave us a ride, and my comment is that it was very smooth and steady. So from first hand experience, he is a very safe driver. Haha but he is quite tense when driving. All straightened up haha.
PS: Btw that day Claron gave us a ride, and my comment is that it was very smooth and steady. So from first hand experience, he is a very safe driver. Haha but he is quite tense when driving. All straightened up haha.
