Had a dream last night of my primary school friends. We were having so much fun that I wish that I didn't had to wake up. We were so happy around one another, with jokes, games, and even some sharing moments (can't really remember what it is though). I think we all had a childhood that we long to go back to. The truthfulness, the care for each other, and the live for the day attitude. I do not know when mine started to erode away, but I know that I cannot go back to that kind of days even if I want to.
But to me these are what I had chose to remember of my childhood.
I still remember that I was a jerk during my primary school days, the arrogant attitude (I ran the 1.2 km backwards), the cockiness, the jerk that did not care for others (laugh about others being fat), but others had been there for me (thank you all ). That is why I had changed in these few years. Many may not believe me, but if I were to meet my past, I would probably bash him up and tell him to wake up. Haha I used to think I know everything but the truth is always the opposite. Though I was getting what I want back then but if given a choice, I would choose to be who I am now. I may not be smart now, I may not be cool. I may not be the guy who knows all but am now myself before you.
Looking back I seem to have hurt many along the way but never apologized to them. I hope that if they ever have the chance to chance upon this, they will forgive the ignorant guy from then.
That is all I had to say for tonight.
Btw I am playing cafe world and farm ville on FB. Add me and send me gifts leh. Won't take up much time one cuz you need to wait for your food and crops to cook and grow respectively. Oh yah wish all luck for the rest of the A levels. Nightz.
But to me these are what I had chose to remember of my childhood.
I still remember that I was a jerk during my primary school days, the arrogant attitude (I ran the 1.2 km backwards), the cockiness, the jerk that did not care for others (laugh about others being fat), but others had been there for me (thank you all ). That is why I had changed in these few years. Many may not believe me, but if I were to meet my past, I would probably bash him up and tell him to wake up. Haha I used to think I know everything but the truth is always the opposite. Though I was getting what I want back then but if given a choice, I would choose to be who I am now. I may not be smart now, I may not be cool. I may not be the guy who knows all but am now myself before you.
Looking back I seem to have hurt many along the way but never apologized to them. I hope that if they ever have the chance to chance upon this, they will forgive the ignorant guy from then.
That is all I had to say for tonight.
Btw I am playing cafe world and farm ville on FB. Add me and send me gifts leh. Won't take up much time one cuz you need to wait for your food and crops to cook and grow respectively. Oh yah wish all luck for the rest of the A levels. Nightz.
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