Today, as usual, I was on my way home from school. I turned around to find her standing across the street. She is ever so beautiful to me, and my chest starts to pull. (not heart attack) My mind is filled with questions for her, "How have you been?", "Which university you chose?", "Do you have a boyfriend?", and "How about me?". These questions started to fill and I found it hard to catch my breath.
Maybe I will be like the story below and found out in the end that she loves me as much, and live the rest of my life in regret.
Maybe I don't even have the chance to do so, as she do not even know my name. We are just people on the same bus.
But I still remember that morning. A morning where she touched me. (no, not molest) It was the same as usual, I overslept and was 20 minutes away to being late. It was to be my fourth and I frantically started to look for a cab. Guess what, none came. I just waited, waited, and waited for an empty cab. Each cab passes by with no sign of being empty, but then, one special one went passed me, stopped, and horn for me. I went into the cab and she was in it. This is a girl that I gaze at every morning on bus 64, and woke up specially just to be on time to meet her. Now same cab, this is wilder than my dreams. Haha, but I am usually damn stiff around those I liked, I pretended to be interested in my textbook, but I felt so happy. The only thing I said to her was my mum gavve me some money to pay for the trip how about letting me pay. In my mind i was like "my mum gave me, hello mummy's boy". But she declined and offer to split. And guess what dumb thing I did, i said OK. Then, every morning I still take the same bus but we both smile at each other and it felt like the whole world had stopped. But I found that I was going to retain that year, haha, and I started to ignore her. And guess what, we are both strangers now.
Maybe I should had been more active.
Maybe I should have tried.
Maybe if I am not so stupid,
Maybe then she'll be mine.
Haha. All the maybe but never tried. All the sadness that are only mine.
Just hope I will see her again.
Maybe I will be like the story below and found out in the end that she loves me as much, and live the rest of my life in regret.
Maybe I don't even have the chance to do so, as she do not even know my name. We are just people on the same bus.
But I still remember that morning. A morning where she touched me. (no, not molest) It was the same as usual, I overslept and was 20 minutes away to being late. It was to be my fourth and I frantically started to look for a cab. Guess what, none came. I just waited, waited, and waited for an empty cab. Each cab passes by with no sign of being empty, but then, one special one went passed me, stopped, and horn for me. I went into the cab and she was in it. This is a girl that I gaze at every morning on bus 64, and woke up specially just to be on time to meet her. Now same cab, this is wilder than my dreams. Haha, but I am usually damn stiff around those I liked, I pretended to be interested in my textbook, but I felt so happy. The only thing I said to her was my mum gavve me some money to pay for the trip how about letting me pay. In my mind i was like "my mum gave me, hello mummy's boy". But she declined and offer to split. And guess what dumb thing I did, i said OK. Then, every morning I still take the same bus but we both smile at each other and it felt like the whole world had stopped. But I found that I was going to retain that year, haha, and I started to ignore her. And guess what, we are both strangers now.
Maybe I should had been more active.
Maybe I should have tried.
Maybe if I am not so stupid,
Maybe then she'll be mine.
Haha. All the maybe but never tried. All the sadness that are only mine.
Just hope I will see her again.
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