Animes that I had liked

I am a big fan of cartoon, and a bigger fan for manga and anime. Till date had seen close to 50 animes liao. Though I seem to like korean drama more. (close to 100) But that is not the main point. I saw on one of the manga website a poster of one of my favourite anime of all time and decide to share my recommendations for animes. I am more into graphics and storyline, but less a fan of romantic stories cuz they don't happen and I am not cute so the storyline will never happen to me, but again that is not the main point. Well below are posters of my recommendations.

Scrapped Princess, an anime that I loved due to its stunning graphics.

Utawarerumono, a ancient + sci fi + mystic story. Quite nice the drawing skills.


And of course, Toradora! Cute comedy and a bit sexy...haha not hentai...


Full Metal Panic! An anime that I find cool, sexy, and funny....

Of course I had seen other animes like Bleach, Naruto, Gundam series, Love Hina, Full metal Alchemist, One Piece, and so on, but the above animes are not the main stream ones and I find them so nice, cute, funny, and even sexy. Haha if you have not seen them, what are you waiting for???

Inner Conflict

I was trying to clear up some space today as my room is in a big mess. I kind of like to have a clean and tidy room but am not the type who really put in effort to maintaining it. I only do so when I really cannot stand myself living in my room. But that is not the main point.

I found my old report books underneath the junks and as I flipped through it I found a certain pattern in them. When I was in primary school, teachers always put an excellent in conduct and write things like show brilliance in studies. Then as I moved on to secondary, the conduct remains the same but the comment on my studies becomes need concentration. And checking the junior college comments, lacking concentration seems to be my biggest problem now.

I tried to concentrate and I know these advices as I often gives them to others, but it is just that some point in time there is just too much for me to handle. I used to sit for 3 to 4 hours just doing math and nothing else. Now, even an hour at it nearly drives me nuts. Maybe this is one of the after effects of technology. i am now having shorter attention span and I kind of wish I do not. Ah so little time left liao. Brain please let me concentrate.................ahahahaha.......................

I am getting dumb!!!

Suddenly got a feeling that I am getting dumb. Today I was doing some math questions that I did like a year ago and found out that I cannot solve them. I did them with ease last year and cannot do them this year? Am I getting dumb or what. Then I went to do some economic questions. I seem to forget a few of the topics that I had studied last month and am struggling now with them. Seems like either I am now too stress over the a level or I am just getting dumb.

But I found a interesting fact about myself. When talking to stranger I tend to have a nicer voice then I do with my friends. Kind of weird to me. Haha

Flash Mob

Saw this on facebook and found it to be so cool. Wonder where to find information on this flash mob. Though I heard of it overseas for a few years now but it is the first time I had seen it happen in Singapore. Haha, quite fun I think. I really hope to join haha. Maybe after NS bah or during the weekends.

Haha Youtube really damn funny

Longest Joke in the world damn funny.

Lao Zha Bo

Well I thought the just follow the law was just joking about the old lady. In fact it turned out to be real. So shocking go see lao zha bo now.

Cadbury behind the scene

Most of you should have seen the cadbury commercial of the kids moving to the music with their eyebrows. Have you wondered how it is made? Well, maybe this video will give you a hint. That's right, electricity.

PS: All of the above is actually fake haha. No electricity was used in the actually shooting, or so as they say.

Bloody Monday Season 2!!!

I had been waiting for the release of it since it ended at the end of September. It is such a nice story with twists and turns in every chapter. The only weird thing is that the kidnappers always target falcon's sister but never kill her even when she is of no use. But that is not the main point. In this new season, falcon seems to be reluctant to use his abilities for fear of bringing further harm to those around him. And guess what, falcon's dad turns out to be a terrorist. How dramatic is that?

All of you should go read it, it is a very nice manga and will get you addicted to it.

Shocking Discovery!!!

You all know that I liked to watch comedies and today while checking out a new movie titled "I love you Beth Cooper", I had a shocking discovery. Remember the movie titled "Remember the Titans" that the school showed to us during assembly, well, the sporty girl, daughter of Coast Yoast, that is very boyish, turned out to be Hayden Panettiere. The girl from Heroes. Wow I must say she is quite hot and good looking, and I would have never imagine it if not for the new movie. I have not seen the movie yet but I read that it is quite funny. It is about a valedictorian whose life totally change after his valedictorian speech in which he confesses to Beth Cooper. Not sure when it is screening though.

Toilet will have a new look

Haha went to make a new pair of spectacles yesterday cuz I heard that metal ones are easily spoiled inside so i went to make a cheap plastic one. They told me it was specially made for the army but when I put it on it seems to me I had became another nerd or geek. Next year I die die won't come out liao, looked too weird. I tried to photoshop myself looking bald and it did not paint a good picture (even though I used justin timberlake's head). So I think I will wear a hat when I am out of the camp no matter what event. Haha. That will be the new look of toilet next year, geek and wear a hat.

Is my strategy wrong?

I chanced upon an article tonight and is very intrigue by it. It talked about how many guys have a strategy of wooing a girl that is wrong and why is it so. Surprisingly, it applies to me. I had always adopt a friend first, then lovers approach, but to the end, I found that after crossing the line to friend, I am scared to make the next move as I began to fear the lost of a friend. Haha. The article went on to talk about how guys should just ignore the traditional strategy and just do it and talk to her about our feelings. Though it seems to be the right advice, I do not really have the courage to try. Maybe I should adopt a different strategy next time, a more direct approach haha. That way I will eliminate the friend barrier. Haha it is just like economics, opportunity cost.

My Worst Nightmare

Ladies and Gentlemen who visit this blog, I have a sad news to tell you all.

With effect from 11 DEC 2009 I will not be updating this blog so regularly as I am enlisted into the National Service on that day for my 8 week PTP. Guess what I end my A levels on the 4th and enlist on the 11th. Is this a sick joke or what. Worse, this is the first batch of PTP of 8 weeks which in the past was 4 weeks. Why me???

Though this is the free slimming center that I had wanted to enter to slim down and look fit, I had pictured it to be at least January before it arrived. Why now?

Why? Why? Why?

If you guys want to meet up better hurry. Cuz I may not have the energy to go have fun with you all. Time slots are running out fast so book now. Your support is kindly appreciated.

I have such low spirits now....emo (drawing circles on the ground)....

2 Awkward Situations

First Awkward Case:

While traveling on bus 13 to my tuition center, I came across a girl sitting right in front of me wearing a pair of shorts that is so short it only covered 1/3 of her thigh. I can clearly see her legs from my position and that she was sitting in a rather revealing position. I had to keep my head in a certain direction away from her throughout the ride and my neck felt really painful after that. Worse of all, in the direction that I turned to, a uncle was looking straight at her. I felt guilty that I did not tell the uncle off and that I did not warn the girl about it. So what should I do in such situation? Tell the uncle off? Take something to cover the girl? Or just sit and enjoy the view as the girl is not bad looking? I don't know. It seems to me that I may turn out to be a busybody after all haha. But to my female friends, please wear a longer short, otherwise you will cause others like me to be in a awkward situation.

Second Awkward Case:

Was traveling home from tuition on bus 13, decided to stand throughout it as there was no empty stretch of seats. A group of students crowded around me with their teacher and started to talk. One asked about when the report book will be returned and the teacher replied 30th. A girl then asked 30th, I thought is 30? I nearly fainted from laughing, finally someone with a English standard lousier than me. But I kept my cool by pinching myself. She then move on to make some other English mistakes that is so funny that I had to get off at the next stop just to keep my cool. I felt quite guilty of laughing at her as I frequently make some mistakes myself. But in that situation I cannot control myself.

So these are the 2 very awkward situations I faced today. Made me felt so guilty yet so funny for the later case.

Found this cool pic that I took

Well was looking in my phone for a wallpaper today and found this cool pic that I took at Sentosa. Quite nice I must say using a phone.

Never Had a Dream Come True

I had never really gave much attention to the lyrics of the songs that I heard, but today when I heard this song, I found that it actually truly represents my feeling at this point of time. It resonated with my feelings and created a harmonious feeling in my heart. Haha. It just felt right to listen to it. Here are the lyrics, and hope that you will like it.

Ooh...

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

Chorus

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know (I'll never forget)
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

Chorus

A part of me will always be with you...

Must ask others if don know!!!

Just watched a funny video...teach us a moral...if we do not know, must go ask...

Breakfast Calmness

Woke up today and found myself to be in a really good mood. Nice weather, nice atmosphere, and there is this calmness in the air. It really makes me want to break into a song. Haha. Hope today will be a good day for me and all my friends. Here is my breakfast for the day:

What a nice feeling in the morning. So calm....

Where do I go from here?

Today, a conversation with Claron made me realised that actually I had lost my sense of direction in life. I actually am not sure where I want to go to, what course to study, and why do I study.

Maybe its fear for my future. Though I like to design things, I fear the prospect of being unemployed. What if my choice turns out to be not what I had wanted? What if I found out that what I really want is not design but something else? All of this what ifs seems to be leading me to nowhere.

I am usually a optimistic person, those who know me will know. I do not cry or get upset but I somehow have the characteristic of Pisces, that of being lost. I hate this feeling that I am in nowhere.

Maybe fate has something for me. Maybe design is the way. Haha. I am not too sure yet. But after pondering for the whole afternoon, I seem to be able to see a direction. Maybe it is me who is the deciding factor of my success, the job haha, is just a complement to my life.

Maybe I will be a freelance designer, maybe I will be a entrepreneur, and maybe I will be selling my designs. Haha. I do not know. But design here I come.

So Sad Today...

Today, as usual, I was on my way home from school. I turned around to find her standing across the street. She is ever so beautiful to me, and my chest starts to pull. (not heart attack) My mind is filled with questions for her, "How have you been?", "Which university you chose?", "Do you have a boyfriend?", and "How about me?". These questions started to fill and I found it hard to catch my breath.

Maybe I will be like the story below and found out in the end that she loves me as much, and live the rest of my life in regret.

Maybe I don't even have the chance to do so, as she do not even know my name. We are just people on the same bus.

But I still remember that morning. A morning where she touched me. (no, not molest) It was the same as usual, I overslept and was 20 minutes away to being late. It was to be my fourth and I frantically started to look for a cab. Guess what, none came. I just waited, waited, and waited for an empty cab. Each cab passes by with no sign of being empty, but then, one special one went passed me, stopped, and horn for me. I went into the cab and she was in it. This is a girl that I gaze at every morning on bus 64, and woke up specially just to be on time to meet her. Now same cab, this is wilder than my dreams. Haha, but I am usually damn stiff around those I liked, I pretended to be interested in my textbook, but I felt so happy. The only thing I said to her was my mum gavve me some money to pay for the trip how about letting me pay. In my mind i was like "my mum gave me, hello mummy's boy". But she declined and offer to split. And guess what dumb thing I did, i said OK. Then, every morning I still take the same bus but we both smile at each other and it felt like the whole world had stopped. But I found that I was going to retain that year, haha, and I started to ignore her. And guess what, we are both strangers now.

Maybe I should had been more active.
Maybe I should have tried.
Maybe if I am not so stupid,
Maybe then she'll be mine.
Haha. All the maybe but never tried. All the sadness that are only mine.

Just hope I will see her again.